T1
You don't have to sit down and write the perfect piece - they say. But is hard not to think that way. I will write whatever comes first in my head - and also not- i will think the words in my head and also not. Its hard to say, to write, what the heart really wants to say and write. I think the inside just wants to burst - and the medium is just there to support the cause. There is nothing really pre planned and at the same time there seems to be an internal order that needs to be followed. I do not know what it feels to finally feel that there is nothing else to say or when the inside has expressed itself enough. I do not know what it means, what it feels this pressure to be finally released, gone - done. I wish to know - i wish to feel. and if in that process it lands in some other soul that needs a kick to start - to release... then more than welcome. For now its that and is enough? - im just still afraid